Yellowcat, Ive been on the job for 16 years, with 5 dealing with IA issues, and 13 in the military before that. I can tell you that we have the same problems that everybody else has, BUT: Our stress level is way higher and what is “normal” for us to see day to day would not be normal for the average joe. This allows us to deal with things that other people cant and reach great highs, but it also can let us drop to great depths when faced with personal issues we cant handle. Keep your head up and be proud of the 99.9% that serve with honor. Mike